Dear God...I wonder where Gia is. Oh, I know this makes me crazy. But, I can't help it. I don't even know what she looks like. And in a way, I don't want to see her face. But, the biggest part of me wants to. I want to know what she was really like. Inside. I mean, a part of me knows that her movie is based on her life through her journal, family and friend's. But, what was she really like? I'm even more curious about her like now, in heaven. Is she okay? God, I know it's weird. Can people get married in heaven? Can people have a family of their own? I keep watching certain parts of Gia (the movie) and I always hope that someone in her life would've done something differently. Especially Linda (her lover) and her mom. Maybe Gia would've made different choices. Maybe she'd still be here. I can't picture her without anyone else but Linda. Happily ever after. God, what was Gia like before she died? Did she make peace with herself and everyone? They didn't show that in the movie. Does she miss Linda most of all or does she miss her family? Is heaven almost like it was in Lovely Bones? Can she see everything? I wonder if a part of her was upset with God. It still seemed like she had a lot to live for. Mainly Linda. They loved each other. That seem so impossible now. Two people who love and admire each other just as much, and the same. God, I'm sorry I have so many questions. Questions I guess I don't have the right to ask. God? Angels are still really spooky to me.
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